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Sunday, November 5, 2017

"Update"


       And on this business of "Deprogramming Myself"

I wrote the journal entry below around 2011 or there abouts.. These days my info comes from EM's that a choose to subscribe to. No more insane commercials. Its been a long time... I call it the "News of my choice"..Actually its a lot of U Tube and a few select news agency's.. Mostly U Tubers that report on things from all over the World.. I feel comfortable in my new apartment with the Beach at my back door. Its where I go in the evenings to meditate.... I listen to Books on CD on my Cellphone downloaded from a site called "Overdrive".. Its from the area Library's with over 5000 book choices.I would never believed something like this could happen.... My electronics consist of the Cell phone and a Gamer laptop..that's it.. Anyways I'm still here, you can tell by my tweets and I love it.. And as always stay tuned and God bless...

I guess you’d say I’m out of the loop or not in the loop..... However people say that. Its becoming nice to only know things that I choose to know… I chose to watch the monologue of SNL last night with Katy Perry. It was a repeat of the past Christmas show…I mean who wouldn’t watch that? She fits right in with all those wonderful entertainers… My anger or grouchiness has subsided somewhat. Someone said to me the other day, “boy you are cranky“… I like that one the best.. Its been eight days so-far and I have seen no news with crazy people or insane commercials and I feel much better today… My intentions are the same, no news, no shows. I will watch all the new shows by way of the “other media” for free and commercial free. I will only watch the news I choose to watch by way of EM alerts. As I continue with my new TV rules and deprogramming myself. I have decided to only watch Red Sox baseball and Pro Football when its on…I will follow the Red Sox only if I think they can make it to the playoffs. Good luck guys…I know this is far into future but it will be the same for the Giants…Only if I think they can make to the play-offs… The thing here is to not automatically turn on the TV. Its to turn it on to see something I want to see and if its not on turn it off. To start doing something like this, I think its very important to flush your brain and not watch anything for seven days. Sort of get out of the habit of turning on the TV just for the noise... Its exactly what the Bastards want you to do…. After that its when you are done watching what you want…Turn it off…. Do not let them brainwash or program you again. I plan to continue this rebellion against TV (deprogramming) so stay tuned…







Sunday, October 29, 2017

"The First Addiction"

                


       Years ago, when we were babies one of the first things we remember seeing was our Mom and Dad smoking cigarettes. Fortunately my Mom didn't smoke but my Dad did. I was little but I remember the smoke, the smell and those dirty ashtrays.. It will be, most likely your first addiction because if Mom or Dad did it, it was OK for you to do it. The drinking alcohol came later when you noticed that blue stuff in that neat glass with the tall stem.. They said a glass of wine with dinner was something that everybody did. You didn't know they called it a stem then but it must be cool because if, well you know the drill by now..     Our Country and its free enterprise system has many pitfalls.. The problem now and has been for a long time is that Money is the most important thing along with being able to live comfortably. However now greed has blended in and more or less taken over and its become a very sick process. Now people think that being happy is about having rooms filled with money and if you become unhappy for any reason these days, you are programed to drink to feel better, drink to celebrate and drink when you feel sad. When that doesn't work good enough you, you take that anti-depressant along with the drinking… Sooner or later that so called friend of a friend introduces you to, lets call it illegal drugs and we know what happens from there. You try it…  Here is where you make the biggest mistake in your life because you think addiction can't happen to you. The process has begun. It is the beginning of the end..

                                                                      Part 2

                With all these drug overdoses and drinking sicknesses and yes if you drink alcohol and use drugs you get sick quicker because your natural resistance to diseases is broken down. Did you know that if you didn't smoke, drink or use drugs these days they call it being, "clean and sober". Did you even know being sick is usually related to the excessive drinking of alcohol. Do you know what its like not to smoke, use drugs or drink alcohol? Do you know how you feel when you don't smoke, drink or use drugs? Do you know what its like when you are healthy enough not to need pharmaceuticals to be well and happy most of the time?  Do you know what its like not crave anything but food because you are hungry… I do.. And I can safely say, stay tuned and God bless...




Saturday, October 21, 2017

“Words that make you think“


       Now, a little bit of some, “Words that make you think“…I was talking to a friend of mine who just happens to be Catholic priest about God and the mystery of a strength greater than myself. I asked him about the connection of God and the church and a drug addict or an alcoholic who has denied God but now needs a power greater than him or her self to stay clean or stop drinking. He said “Lar, The people who go to church every Sunday are afraid to go to Hell. The people who ask God to help them stay clean and sober have already been there“. “That’s the difference“…I still have goose bumps….



Friday, October 20, 2017

"Airport"

     
 I wrote this seven years ago... It was like it was yesterday...

                  It looks like I won’t be going up north today…We are getting rain here at the shoreline. But there its snow and slush and its going to continue for a few days. So life goes on and so do I. I feel bad for the folks that have to work or go to school… I remember very well days like this when the airport would call. The lights would go out on a runway because of the rain. It usually meant that an electrical vault was flooded and filled with water and shorted out the circuits. Fun, fun, fun…..It didn’t take long for me long to fix that. It was that phone call at the early hour that was the pain…Today, I sort of wish I could go to the airport and make a runway check. That was the fun part of the job especially when it was busy. Between flights I would get clearance from the tower and make a run down the main runway to check the runway lights and pick up debris…Yes debris…Pieces of rubber from blown tires and a few times the baggage door that wasn’t closed properly and blew off. Bird parts….Poor birds that the plane hit. One time I picked up a tail cone from a United 720 that fell off because the tail hit the pavement when he landed with the nose too high. At times I would be half way down the 2 mile main runway and a 707 or 747 would be landing right behind me…As I was turning off the end to the taxi way at about a 100 miles an hour, I could the see people looking at me out the windows…Talk about good timing….One morning the alarm radio woke me with the news that a plane almost hit a maintenance vehicle that was on the runway…..Its feels uncomfortable when the news is about you….I had a great job and loved what I did…Thank you for your love and guidance Dad…..I was one of the electricians that put in those 3 lights on the top of the mountain at the approach of runway 15 at Bradley International Airport in Connecticut……



Saturday, October 14, 2017

"70s and 80's"


I'm from the 70s and 80's ...Being a Tradesmen I never had to worry.. Being ex-Military police I've had offers from 2 different police departments and jails and prisons. I refused them all. I worked a Tradesmen job for 20 years and quit and went to work for the Federal Government.. They made me an offer I couldn't refuse.. I left after 3 years from a top secret job.. I've had people offer me a job in my trade and didn't take them.. I was very picky.. They needed me and I knew it.. Never would I join a Union..and every job I had I had medical insurance paid for by my employers.. If I had to work today I would installing solar panels.. I am very comfortable in my retirement.. My Dad guided me through my life.. I have no regrets....


"Sexual Predators"


         Remember the stories of the casting couch? Its been going on for years.. From Hollywood to Washington and in between.. Every once and a while it surfaces... to be quickly silenced by pervert corrupt Lawyers who take part and big money... Its sad but will never end.. .. If you want to be a "Star" and what young person doesn't, this is what you must do.. And yes, Agents, Managers and Parents will tell them to be really nice to the people in charge.


Wednesday, September 20, 2017

"Change"

  


As I sit here safe and sound in my brick building listening to the Hurricane winds howl outside my window I was thinking...  I know a lot of people who resist change. I am glad I am not one of them. They say you can't go back. Well I disagree. I went back to the way it was and I was accepted with smiles and open arms by many who live in the same building as I. There were a few non-believers but the good out number those. However, its not exactly the same but the way I did it was smart. Its called acceptance and admitting my mistakes and I'm glad I did it. Its a new start not starting again. I changed a lot of things. I have all new friends and even go to different stores to do my shopping.. I think I have a new world record on "not" going to Walmart.. I am proud to say I haven't been to that place in 4 weeks. I did notice the prices are not as low as that place in other stores but there are things that cost less also. I don't mind paying a little more just for the peace of mind..It makes up for the difference. Anyways, my apartment is on the end in what I call the quiet corner and I have no remorse in coming back.. I cannot imagine how they are getting through this storm where I used to live in those wooden buildings with no emergency generator.. We will see what happens... And as always stay tuned and God bless..