"Its Count your Blessings Wednesday"

This is, I don’t have anything to say Wednesday. The weather report said its going to be gray and cold with rain or sleet on the shore line this afternoon and tonight and that alone doesn’t help at all. I am not going to let this get me down so I think I will count my blessings here. I am healthy and feel great. I have a beautiful girlfriend who really cares about me. Willie is content and purring. In this economy I don’t owe anyone a red cent and that’s just the important stuff. I have a great apartment and take air conditioning and heat for granted. My Mustang is running well and so is my bike. I don’t have to report to a job or worry about whether or not I am going to be late. I can help people and feel great because I have long term experience and people even listen to me. Except the bully cops in Old Saybrook of coarse. I know what to do if they don’t and when I drive down the street people wave at me. Every day I make it a point to make someone smile. I try and even go out of my way to help someone who needs it. I try not to cross boundaries and again, I know what to do if I do. I never forget to say I’m sorry if I mess things up and we all know I do that on occasion. I always say to keep a low profile so today that’s exactly what I am going to do. Those are my blessings and now I have to thank someone because if you think I did all this all on my own you are wrong. Something or someone is really watching over me.

"Brain Filter"

Would you believe I can’t think of anything to say? Its that kind of morning. I realize there is a lot to say and there is a lot is going on but I am tired and nothing is really bothering me. I suppose I should count my blessings but its like I want to say something but I am not sure of what to say. During the day a million things go through my mind and when I sit down to relate all this priceless information I have forgotten everything. Mom used to say when I forgot something “It couldn’t have been that important”. I guess it was important then but not now. I must have a brain filter. Know what I mean? I want to say stuff about the way it is today but what’s the point nothing will change. I don’t know where all this is coming from and I hope this condition isn’t serious. Its not like me to ignore what is going on around me. They say everything happens for a reason. I must be waiting for that reason…..Meanwhile, I think I will take a walk on the beach…